it's not even about lust, or love or anything in between. this is completely different. aside from the fact that for last 4 years i've had a soft spot for him i've never gotten close to someone and then begin to think 'what if'. that's what makes him so good. beginning phase is always game but it was never like that. you bounce in and out of my life and it was painless but now that you're around you just make every rough day better. (y)
"what if this ends?"
"it's all good, we always find a way back to each other."
"i like that."