30.6.09

SAVE ME

29.6.09

I LIKE SEXY GIRLS


you know what song i miss? i like sexy girls by joe.

28.6.09

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY


ugh lil wayne and jay z. you niggas go hard <3 i don't like staying home.. like freal.. every night i actually wouldn't mind having careless parents lol sike. st. v with jho and sta.. players for wings.. tims with al.. bet awards night at jhos. now i'm debating whether or not i should go stupid. dear self conscience.. save me! heh. oh and another note.. today is the first day that i haven't fed off sushi

27.6.09

JESUS WATCHES ME THROUGH MY DOORS

egh.. i'm catching a cold. i'm sneezing. and my mom said so, she knows everything (hey jho) tehe. spent a bill on worthless shit today.. went cruising in the rain soaking as much humidity as possible. watched wolverine and it bombed my satisfaction thermostat. blazed and now i'm home just laaaaying low kickin it yen no. while driving around today a good ol throw back track played and i almost dropped a tee.


don't regret it but i still live with the side effects
ahh.. good shit. <3

PLAY YA LOVE GAME

dope night you fucking a holes. i'm gonna be verbally violent because i'm way too overwhelmed to be nice. OH NINE BABY!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! as of a few hours ago i was officially a muh fucking graduate!! i'm fucking sorry for the constant cursing.

i'm done to the zo

25.6.09

RIP MJ


"if i don't mean it, i won't sing it"

24.6.09

GET THIS...

yeah, you make me happy but i can make me happier

23.6.09

HAHAHAHA

22.6.09

LET ME DOPE YOU


i woke up this morning and i felt this iffy pounding in my chest. never realized summer starts as of now. i mean like.. comparison to last summer? that was dope. wrong. but dope. i felt the whole "i'm doing this because you made me into such a dysfunctional careless and insecure son of a fuck". that's almost the reason why i'm so bipolar nowadays.. how much i've changed. but the only difference now is i'm stronger, i'm better, smarter and happier. so happy i can shit out rainbows.

"BREAK ME MAKE ME"

"hi sir.. s'cuse me sir.. i'm just gon shoot yo brains out and put chu back in the dirt." nazi zombies on cod is honestly my new obsession lol. i think i'm gonna sit in all summer and fulfill my zombie slaying dreams.

21.6.09

LOVE VS HATE

I NEVER THOUGHT I'D PLAY THE ROLE OF THE GUY THAT ONCE FUCKED ME UP. AND I NEVER THOUGHT HE WOULD PLAY THE ROLE OF THE GIRL THAT GOT FUCKED UP FROM THE GUY SHE WISHED SHE WOULD NEVER BE.

20.6.09

CHKA AHH

18.6.09

PUT YO MONEY WHERE YO MOUTH IS

okay, so i know i've been on this shit updating like a crazy bitch but today has got to be an exception. i'm like overwhelmingly over the top falling off the face of the planet happy right now.! no more stressful days of studying because schools out! i know for some ppl they've already went through that phase but shit.. you don't even know how stressful my week has been. :( work now play later every day straight. grad nights tmr and i can't even put my feelings in proper wording right now cause.. #U$@(&#R(EAJFEW(AJF(#AFNESDKFJ$#(Q%*&@)#(%$@#. and that's that. been so sleep deprived lately.. two nights getting less than 4 hours of sleep? o-m-g and last night was hm.. dope. i missed crs boys like nutsO.

17.6.09

DUZZ ME GOOD


16.6.09

IF YOU POP MY BOTTLE ALL THEM OTHER MODELS GUN HATE ME


the years coming to an end and i haven't shed a single tear about how high school is officially dun zo!. i'm kind of afraid of how hard rock bottom will hurt. speaking of tears and pain i'm getting surgery on my right ear mother ugh. i cried shitless at my appointment today because my doctor told me that i'll be suffering through this week including the weekend. i had my anglais exam today and my head was throbbing like a mo fuh. the minute i walked out i bursted into tears.. again. i'm a cry baby big woop wanna fight about it? :( yeah okay issue here issue there. forget that.. even though i'm literally living off meds i'll be temporarily healthy for grad. meaning.. GOOD TIMES HERE WE ROLL.! stoked? yes, very.

hey there bad habit
when will the sherades end? i can't keep believing that we'll change or i'll wind up dead. oh and mission accomplished.. regardless of what ever happened we both promised to slow this friendship down once you fixed it. well you fixed it. thank you. i love you. for that

15.6.09

PST

if i don't change than who will? you? ha.

13.6.09

HOMIE SKILLET BISCUIT


MY BITCHES MY HOES MY GIRLS AND MY BROS.

12.6.09

PRESERVATION IS KEY

I. the funniest shit just happened. i walked down the stairs this morning to go take a shower and i didn't know my mom was still home. and so we walked into the kitchen at the very same time. me coming from my room, and her coming from the washroom. and if you've been to my sa bahay before then we just both turned corners. and if your clever enough to know where i'm getting at then i can stop saying "and". AND if you don't know.. we both screamed all startled and shit. HA HA HA HA. that was funny. who would've thought bein' bg could kill?
II. now? then how could the other she face the fact that she knows better now? why not before after what the other she did that she doesn't know? sometimes you gotta keep secrets before you part ways. who would've known drama was overrated?
III. i didn't know that perfect existed until today. i liked the whole everyone yelling and almost crashing into each other part to the it was dope because that was the funniest part of the day part. :) i almost dropped a t in the car too.. i don't wanna go. i don't wanna grow up. a day at the beach and ass park concludes to only one thing..
SO WHAT'D YOU DO TODAY CRYSTA?
IUNNO.. STINK.


9.6.09

O LEE J YOU CRACK ME UP

8:00 HIT THAT

8.6.09

I GOT DAT NEW NEW



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too much publicity.
no creativity.
just downloads of fucked up apps.
and mainly because you most def can't do
cool sh
it like this.