9.8.09

I FOUND ME.

"I DON'T KNOW WHY WE ALL HANG ON TO SOMETHING WHEN WE KNOW WE'RE BETTER OFF LETTING GO. IT'S LIKE WE'RE SCARED TO LOSE WHAT WE DON'T REALLY HAVE. SOME OF US SAY WE'D RATHER HAVE SOMETHING THAN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, BUT THE TRUTH IS, TO HAVE IT HALFWAY IS HARDER THAN NOT HAVING IT AT ALL." -AP

there's this little tear in my heart. where i had my hopes up for something that i agreed wouldn't exactly evolve into "something" until you made it happen. that's the only thing that upsets me. the thought of my walls getting torn down by the guy who knew that i was afraid to become something more than this. since when was saving your heart, heart breaking?
fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.